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I have to block out thoughts of you
so i don't lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that I'm alone
playing movies in my head
that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride
a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of peace is all I want for you
will you never call again
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
and will you never try to reach me it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
yea ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
i'm sober now for three whole months
it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wont touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
while I was busy waging wars on myself
you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate
you made me compliment myself
when it was way to hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
that I never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart
to leave me behind
Hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
yea ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
With a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
and like a baby boy i never was a man
until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
and then I fell down yelling make it go away
just make her smile come back and shine just like it use to be
and then she whispered how can you do this to me?
Hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
yea ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
so i don't lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that I'm alone
playing movies in my head
that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride
a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of peace is all I want for you
will you never call again
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
and will you never try to reach me it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
yea ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
i'm sober now for three whole months
it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wont touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
while I was busy waging wars on myself
you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate
you made me compliment myself
when it was way to hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
that I never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart
to leave me behind
Hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
yea ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
With a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
and like a baby boy i never was a man
until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
and then I fell down yelling make it go away
just make her smile come back and shine just like it use to be
and then she whispered how can you do this to me?
Hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
yea ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
Saint Veronika by Billy Talent
They found an empty bottle on the window sill
The day her mother lost her sleeping pills
She was sick and tired of being invisible
Hard to see in color when you're miserable
Veronica, Saint Veronica
You can't leave this world behind
So be strong enough, to hold on to us
We're still right here by your side
No one ever thought that she was capable
And the damage done is irreversible
Now she clings to life inside a hospital
Like she's trapped inside a frozen waterfall
Always said her life was never meant to be
Stuck here living someone else's dream
Well beyond your window there is so much more
Even every prison has an open door
V
Happy Spring Break, Everyone!
I'm finally getting over being sick now. I hate this time of year because of my allergies. I'm thinking about doing some Batman Fanfiction. Any thoughts? I started writing one as practice, I thought about posting it, but then I scrapped it.
I'm tired of this
I get so frustrated sometimes, with my church. I know I'm supposed to want to seek God, but the way they force it down my throat makes me sick. There are times I leave church feeling worse than when I got there. I know going to church isn't just about feeling good about myself, but I don't think God would want anybody to suffer, right?
I think I understand now, why so many people who know God is there, don't want to come to church. If they stopped yelling and fussing, and taught people, then maybe things would be better. Telling somebody they're going to go to hell the first 5 minutes they're in church, isn't helping anybody.
What do you th
Slender Man Song by Zip Zipper
Slender Man, Slender Man,
All the children try to run.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
To him it's part of the fun.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
Dressed in darkest suit and tie.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
You most certainly will die.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
His branching arms are for collecting.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
His face is empty of expressing.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
He won't let you say goodbye.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
You most certainly will die.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
Sometimes hums a lowly drone.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
He will wander 'round your home.
Slender Man, Slender Man,
Blends in well within the tre
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